This is where I think. Expect random thoughts & musings, among other sightings.
It's been a really strange day. Yesterday, I was up late dreaming this whole website into existence, and this morning bad news made me realize how much I need art. I worked on the site for hours today as a way to keep the rest of what was happening manageable. I don't know, it's both kind of comforting and sad that art is such a survival technique for me.
Anyways, I'm not sure exactly what this website is. Like I told myself that I should use neocity to finally make a professional-artist-website-thing, but like, I want to add snoopy gifs everywhere? So, I don't know about that. But maybe I'm being too cynical about people on grant committees and they'd actually really dig my vibe ya know? Actually I guess I could make more than one website???
But anyways. I think the actual real goal is to bring some sweetness back into my life. The last few weeks have been exhausting--it doesn't feel like there's any space for joy and I feel stuck in loops of worry and worry andandand. But, I am trying to convince myself that there is sweetness in my future, I am headed towards that sweetness, this moment and worry will pass and I will still have made something good in it. So yeah. Maybe too sappy for a first blog post? Unfortunately, I wear many hearts on my sleeves.